Blue eyed girl

 C'est l'histoire d'un soir, de pages écrites dans tous les sens depuis des années. C'est l'envie de jeter des mots, des mots de tous les jours, des mots d'amour, des mots qui gueules, des je t'aime, des je te déteste.
Des mots qui se transforment en lignes, en moments bienfaisants, en moments de détresse .....j'ai aimé, j'aime ces mots.
C'est l'histoire d'une vie qui défile, d'une vie qui se divise, c'est mon histoire. J'ai oublié certains mots, j'ai gardé certaines pages, j'en ai effacé d'autres.
Il se passe tant de choses, tant de choses qui ne sont compréhensibles qu'à travers les lignes.
Finalement, seul celui qui partage ma vie pourrait décrypter mes textes, lui seul possède les clefs de la signification de mes lignes.
Lui seul possède les puissantes archives de mon passé.
C'est pour lui que j'écris encore, c'est à lui que je me confie quant j'ai des réminiscences suspectes. C'est contre lui que je me blottis la nuit quand j'ai besoin de chaleur.

C'est avec lui que je poursuis ma vie et c'est avec lui que je roule.

Même si c'est dur.

C'est en moi que j'ai trouvé la ressource de la revanche.

Love you..................


Let me watch by the fire and remember my days
And it may be a trick of the firelight
But the flickering pages that trouble my sight
Is a book I'm afraid to write

It's the book of my days, it's the book of my life
And it's cut like a fruit on the blade of a knife
And it's all there to see as the section reveals
There's some sorrow in every life

If it reads like a puzzle, a wandering maze
Then I won't understand 'til the end of my days
I'm still forced to remember,
Remember the words of my life

There are promises broken and promises kept
Angry words that were spoken, when I should have wept
There's a chapter of secrets, and words to confess
If I lose everything that I possess
There's a chapter on loss and a ghost who won't die
There's a chapter on love where the ink's never dry
There are sentences served in a prison I built out of lies

Though the pages are numbered
I can't see where they lead
For the end is a mystery no-one can read
In the book of my life

There's a chapter on fathers a chapter on sons
There are pages of conflicts that nobody won
And the battles you lost and your bitter defeat,
There's a page where we fail to meet

There are tales of good fortune that couldn't be planned
There's a chapter on god that I don't understand
There's a promise of Heaven and Hell but I'm damned if I see

Though the pages are numbered
I can't see where they lead
For the end is a mystery no-one can read
In the book of my life

Now the daylight's returning
And if one sentence is true
All these pages are burning
And all that's left is you

Though the pages are numbered
I can't see where they lead
For the end is a mystery no-one can read
In the book of my life